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If someday

We met again, I want to ask you something

"If I leave, what will you do?"

If someday

I could kiss you again, I want to kiss you deeply

I wish I knew how much I mean to you

If someday

I could hold into your arms again, I want to know the way you take care of me

If someday

We could feel what other people feels, I want to know how do you feel about me

and I wish you knew how do I feel about you

I've been hurt so many times

And I've been through this so many times

But my heart understood where it should be

I choose to be kind

I may not wise

But I choose to be kind

'Cause my heart believes more than anyone 

'Cause I have to standing with good heart

People are so mean

Sometimes I don't trust them 

'Cause my heart still shaking and I don't want anyone knows

Sometimes I think my heart about to explode

but I know it won't

'cause I never let that happen

Even my heart is shaking

I'm gonna let it shaking inside of me

Earthquake

Tsunami

Or anything else

I'm gonna keep it just happen inside of me

What worse possible thing that will happen to me?

I'm gonna die

And there's no one who could save me

even when they wanted to, they couldn't

At this time

They couldn't save me

Because they ignored when I need someone

Even it's just one person who could save me

They didn't Even they had their chances

So me

I'm gonna save myself

Because I know there's no one who will do

Because I know there's nothing I could hold on to

World is mean

Don't be mean

Just be anything but mean

Another world needs people who could be just kind

And nothing more but kind

And I'm gonna standing here with the kindness

(nrlhdyn - 18/01/2018)